People been asking me, what do I want to accomplish in my life since I'm officially 18 years old now..

I'm making it be '18 things' just because... why not? So, without wasting any time, here's my 18 things I wanna accomplish (not only by this year, but maybe before I become 20,21,22,23,24,25???? LOL)


#2 BE MYSELF. Ya, this is really important. I need to focus on being myself and not let anyone influenced me I mean.. in a bad way.

#3 LEARN HOW TO COOK a yummy and healthy basic meal all by myself. Yes, I admit that I wasn't good at cooking and I've never tried to cook (by myself) before this. Soooo, ya I promise I'll try and I'll learn.

#4 LEARN SOMETHING NEW. idk man. As long as it is new, anything. I'm ready...maybe lol

#5 FALL IN LOVE with myself. Hahaha. Guys, we need to put ourselves first in everything. Love yourself more. I mean, I need to love myself more because that's the priority, i mean MY priority. If you could love someone else more than yourself, that means you're in a trouble mannn. OK BYE.

#6 GRADUATE. and that's that.

#7 RUN A BUSINESS. running a business is what I wanted to do since I was kid, so why not?

#8 HAVE MY OWN BRAND AND MY OWN MAKEUP LINE. THIS. IS. WHAT. I. WANT. SINCE. I. WAS. KID. TOO. yep, I guess I did talk about this before :/
#9 BE BOLD AND DETERMINED. yeah kid. that's the key to success.

#10 GO ON A ZIPLINE, BUNGEE JUMPING, SKYDIVING AND ETC. idk man, I love those things! Contact me if you're looking for a mate to do those things! I could be your best buddy 😉

#11 MAKE A VIDEO TO MY OLDER SELF once a year and make some predictions. three words, THIS. IS. FUN. it'll be awesome seeing how young and naive I was~back in the day~ (will make a video soon lol)

#12 LIVE HEALTHILY continuously. I'll try to be fit, eat clean, and be more healthy!! (it's funny that I'm typing this while I'm eating Nips. L.O.L)

#13 WRITE WRITE WRITE.  Diary, journal, blog, short story and etc. I wish I could write more, because I love to write and it helps me being myself (?) and I think it's good for my future as well.

#14 START MY OWN YOUTUBE CHANNEL. lol, I've been thinking a lot about this lately. I want to try, but I'm not ready (i guess for now?)

#15 LEARN A FOREIGN LANGUAGE. because why not? 😉

#16 TAKE A ROAD TRIP with my best friends 💓

#17 SEE MY FAVORITE BAND, EXCLAMATION MARK X1000000

#18 BE FIERCE. This will gives me strength, also will keeps me being humble and keeps me motivated. I'm sure if I'm fierce, I'll live a strongly fierce life with kindness, love and passion (all i could ever ask for)

And that is all guys!!! 18 things I want to do/accomplish sooner or later!


Oh ya, today is the birthday of one of my favorite drummer, Tristan Evans! Happy birthday brada! (though he will never read this, who cares? hehe)

I think that's all for now.

To the better and bright future together 😊

Love, Neddy 💓

Hola guys, haha I know I'm a BIT late. My life is freaking HECTIC lately 😭 

Hola guys! I'm here today just to share with you guys songs that I am currently listening to lately in my birthday month!

These songs are really special to me since the lyrics make me feel secure, give me some confidence and give me spirits to start my day and also representing meself (?) LOL

These are the list of the songs,

• Lie To Me - 5 Seconds Of Summer
• Moving Along - 5 Seconds Of Summer
• Shivers - The Vamps
• Just My Type - The Vamps
• Congratulations - Post Malone & Quavo
• High On Life - Martin Garrix feat. Bonn 🔥
• Don't Leave Me - David Guetta feat. Anne Marie 🔥
• Darkside - Alan Walker feat. Au/Ra & Tomine Harket 🔥
• Perfect - Anne Marie 
• 2002 - Anne Marie
• Psycho - Post Malone feat. Ty Dolla $ign
• Girls Like You - Maroon 5 feat. Cardi B

18 years ago today, a queen was born. Hehehehehhe!

FINALLY GUYS, I AM EIGHTEEN! It's such a bless actually.

First of all, from the bottom of my heart, I'd like to thank everyone for the birthday wishes! I was overwhelmed by receiving so much attention (at least for me) for my birthday and I can't thank you guys enough!!!

Especially to my housemates. The surprise, the fairy lights, the sticky notes thingy, and EVERYTHING. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU GUYS, for being here with me and put so much efforts to surprise me (though i'm kinda annoying haha lol) you guys know how much I laughed lately, and thank you for that 🙌 I can't really believe that we could be this close, I love you guys 😘

Also, to my family though they aren't here to celebrate, THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE. Umie Abah, thank you for bringing me to this world. The road of my growth may not be excellently smooth. But you have made all your efforts to protect my dignity and build my childhood happier than other buddies', maybe not physically, but mentally decidedly. I knew there were some disagreements and arguments between us, but still I believe your decisions for me are the best among the best and that's the truth! Really looking forward to back home....and maybe, another surprise??? 😶 Aha!

My lovely friends, you guys always got me into tears whenever it's my birthday. Nothing else to say but, no matter how far we are away from each other, we are actually close to each other all the time. I got your back, you got my back! yknow who you are 😎

I can truly say how blessed I am to have such great people in my life! I woke up this morning with too many notifications from all of you for my birthday! Big shout out to those who keep me in your prayers, singing songs for me, posting my pictures and wishing me a happy birthday!! You guys made my day, it means a lot to me 💓😇

Being 18 not only means a celebration for me, but also a step into maturity. It’s time for me to shoulder more responsibility for the family, and make a wise decision whenever imma at my lowest and no matter whether I am well-prepared for it or not.

My wishes? I'll share it all on another post 😊



THANK YOU FOR THE MAGNIFICENT BIRTHDAY SURPRISE! (YKNOW WHO YOU ARE)



11/08/18 💖

To the better and bright future together !

Love, Neddy.

Am I an adult now? 😬