ABOUT
There are many ways to introduce oneself, but I've always believed that a person is best known through the things they quietly create.
The name is Nadhirah Rizal. Friends call me Nadh, Naddy, and occasionally the classic Nadhirah.
I am from Kuantan, Pahang. A coastal city that taught me how to appreciate quiet spaces, long walks, and the comfort of slow afternoons. That explains why writing has always felt natural to me.
This blog began in 2013, when I was simply a girl with too many thoughts and nowhere in particular to place them. At the time, it was my way of expressing myself, a place where I shared small pieces of my life, my dreams, my journey as a student, and what inspired me.
Back then, it was nothing more than a small corner of the internet where I could write freely about the little moments that felt big at the time.
So I wrote.
Over the years, life moved forward.
High school years turned into a foundation year. The foundation year turned into law school. Law school turned into graduation. Graduation eventually led me into pupillage months and the unfamiliar rhythm of stepping into the legal profession. Somewhere between lectures, deadlines, and responsibilities, this blog slowly fell quiet.
If you look deeper through the archives, you'll notice the gaps: the silence between the girl who once wrote so frequently and the person writing this page today.
But those years were never empty. They simply lived offline.
More than a decade later, I find myself returning here again, not out of nostalgia, but out of something quieter and more certain: a love for writing that never really left.
This blog has slowly become something different from what it once was. What started as a space for a young girl to talk about her dreams and student life has grown into a quiet archive of who I have been at different moments.
Now, it feels more like a place where I leave small pieces of myself behind. Thoughts, reflections, and moments I want to return to someday.
The words may be more thoughtful now. The perspective is a little more mature. But the girl who started this blog all those years ago has never really disappeared.
She is still here, somewhere between the lines.
And in many ways, I am still that same girl.
The one who loves music and spends far too much time curating playlists on Spotify.
The one who writes poems quietly and keeps most of them tucked away.
The one who crochets, gardens, and finds peace among flowers and plants.
The one who still records little vlogs of life, even if they never make it public on YouTube.
I'm still the girl who prefers tea over coffee, who would choose love letters over DMs, and who believes that some thoughts deserve more than a short caption on social media.
I find comfort in nature, in quiet places, and in the simple company of cats.
I've always been someone who loves learning new things. I'm not always particularly good at them at first; sometimes I'm quite terrible at the beginning, but the excitement of discovering something unfamiliar has always been enough to keep me curious.
Somewhere between being an INFJ and a Leo, I often feel like I exist between two different energies: reflective yet intense, quiet yet passionate. A small balance of yin and yang that follows me through most things in life.
In a world that constantly asks us to move faster, speak shorter, and post quicker, I've realised something about myself: I prefer slow words. Thoughtful sentences. Stories that take their time.
Social media may come and go, but this blog remains something different.
It is my quiet space.
My archive of thoughts.
And perhaps, a small record of a life slowly unfolding.
Over a decade later, this blog is still here; quietly growing alongside me.
And if you stay long enough, you might see the rest of the story unfold, too.
Because in the end, writing was never just about telling stories, it was about quietly keeping track of the person I was becoming.
Love, Nadhirah⋆

