Nadhirah Rizal

eventually debuting on youtube 😳

Surprise, surprise! So this is the surprise that I mentioned in my previous post! Here is my debut Youtube video lol 🙈

Yes, I am finally taking a courage to build my own Youtube channel 💜 As I mentioned in the description from the video, I woke up one morning and chose filming hehe. It is not as hard as you guys think because I've been doing this ever since my school days but never have the courage to do it seriously and never posted it on Youtube. But now, I am finally getting out of my comfort zone :>

Honestly, this debut video is not the best from me because it was all of a sudden but I still have a lot to show to you guys and for your information, I have about three or four videos in my drafts, ready to be published any sooner. But I surely will publish it from time to time :)

Anyways, in the video, I literally just shared about the two days that I spent after the MCO ended. Basically just running for some errands, groceries shopping, playing with my cats, and having a mini barbecue night with my family 🤍

The life during quarantine has made me think that there is actually a lot more to explore when you're alone just by yourself. But sometimes, it can be dangerous too, as negative thoughts will try to manipulate your mind if you don't control yours first. I am grateful that I have not being left alone for all the times during the MCO since my siblings are here too. My life has been better ever since their school started doing online/open distance learning because I can look forward to wake up every morning helping my sisters to set up the laptops for their classes hehe.

Anyways, I hope you can support my new (not literally) hobby as I am truly enjoying doing this, which is vlogging. I don't really remember if I ever mention this before in my previous post that I've always wanted to do vlog, which is a complete different platform from this blog 🙃 but still, I'm hoping a support from you 🤍😊

Until then, to the bright and better future together ♡

Love, Nadhirah ♡

5:03 PM
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here's to a new chapter

2021

Hello my friends! Finally I'm back :) I know it's been a year since my last post and it's kinda funny how I only posted only once in 2020 and never come back again without saying anything 😃

Well now that I'm back again, I wanted to say sorry for not posting anything other than that only one post from last year 😶 and I'm glad to say that I am back now, even stronger.

I don't know what kind of post this one's going to be but surely, it will be long 😗

A lot of things happened last year, especially the coronavirus break and how it brings a lot of changes into our daily lives. Though it is still ongoing right now, I believe that every one of us are already getting used to this new norm and frankly I must say that I am proud to see that the new cases in my city is decreasing, and so for another cities. No matter in what city or country you're currently in right now, we are in this together! Since there are finally vaccines for covid-19, I hope you have already registered yourself to get vaccinated 🤍

I must say that I have been in a complete 'vacation' during 2020. Yes, I'd want to call that moment as a vacation. This is all because, I can say that I was in the journey of trying to get to know the outside world better. I made a big decision that I must say as a brave decision I have ever made in my life but I can't share it here, apparently. The first lockdown in my country that has been a year since two days ago was actually the mark of my complete hiatus from this blog. I was truly couldn't think of anything instead of just giving myself a break after I made that decision and live with that decision with an open heart.

Now that I am finally here now, I am happy to know that I didn't hold any grudges onto myself which means that I am completely fine and I even proud of myself. Well, looking back to 2020, it was not really a bad year at all. A lot of joys happened too. I made a lot of friends (especially the ones that aren't from my age), eventually leave those unhealthy relationships, realizing that life is not all about pleasing other people, gained strengths and confidence back, also slowly trying to get out of my comfort zone 🤍

I am truly grateful that I am here, alive, and present. And that we're finally in 2021, a year that feels like a new fresh chapter, a chance for me to lean on myself back, listens to my heart back, knowing what I want and work hard to make it happen, I promise myself to not thinking of giving up anymore. I mean, I probably will, for the next three months or ten minutes later, but I will give some space to myself to sit back to deal with the negative thoughts and come back to reality ♡

The past me has taught me to not being harsh to myself because that will makes it even worst. If you're reading this right now and thinking if I am being too easy to myself or manipulating myself, you're definitely incorrect and I feel sorry for that.

I know that we are in the middle of March 2021, but I think it is not too late for me to say happy new year to you guys ♡ Hoping and praying that 2021 will bring you comfort and happiness all along ♡

Just like the picture of the big, soft clouds moving (not literally) that I took during the quarantine time, I hope we all can moving on too from our past lives and not being hard to ourselves to do something we love. Remember, everything happens for a reason and we probably could not see it now, but have faith and keep on moving forward, and until then, you can take a look back and you'll agree with me that things will fall accordingly into its place at the right time ♡

Until my next post, to the bright and better future together ♡♡♡

Love, Nadhirah

ps: there will be a surprise soon, stay tune. hint: yt 👀

5:00 PM
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happy 2020

2020

hello my friends and HAPPY NEW YEAR! woooohoooooo 🎉

i know i’ve been in a looooong mia recently. i promised you to come back but i didn’t. well, i’m really sorry for that :’)

so now that i’m finally back now, i just wanted to let you all know that i’m doing just fine. i’m having a really good time with my family 🥰

yall, i cannot believe 2019 has ended. it was legit a really wonderful year to me. i learnt a lot of things, i made a lot of new friends, i travelled from place to place and most of all, i found a lot of missing pieces of myself *wipe tears*

2019 is indeed, the year that has taught me to keep moving forward despite of how challenging the days, weeks or the months could be. every moments that i’ve spent along this year has really made me, ME. i admit that i cried a lot along this journey and i’m convinced enough now to say that i’m truly proud of myself for keep moving forward though things get really hard sometimes, though i’ve stumbled a lot, but here i am now *thank you dearself ily*

also thanks to my family and my friends for always keep motivating me, praying for me, always be there for me and most importantly, staying with me until now. i love you, i love you and thank you so much. may god bless you always, no matter how far we are from each other, i’ll never forget every each one of you ❤️

and also, glad to say that i truly did colour my life with the chaos of trouble in 2019 hihi 🤪

now that 2020 is here, i want you to remember that it’s a new day, a new month and a new year! we really got another 366 chances to fix anything that need to be fixed!

if you have goals or dreams, nothing can stop you my friends :) just keep moving and believe that better days are coming. do not be sad for too long, because the rainbow will surely comes after the rain :)

do not forget to treat yourself right. do not forget to love yourself more and most of all, don’t forget to smile and live healthily ❤️

i have so many things that i wanna talk about in this post but i can’t write any of those right now :’)

there will be a slight changes on this blog soon but i still can’t tell you when. at some point, i can feel that 2020 is gonna be an amazing year *ehem* let’s see how things go🤪

that’s all for now,

to the better and bright future together 💖

Love, Nadhirah.

ps: also, to many more challenges and blog contents in the future hihi