Yes, I am finally taking a courage to build my own Youtube channel 💜 As I mentioned in the description from the video, I woke up one morning and chose filming hehe. It is not as hard as you guys think because I've been doing this ever since my school days but never have the courage to do it seriously and never posted it on Youtube. But now, I am finally getting out of my comfort zone :>

Honestly, this debut video is not the best from me because it was all of a sudden but I still have a lot to show to you guys and for your information, I have about three or four videos in my drafts, ready to be published any sooner. But I surely will publish it from time to time :)

Anyways, in the video, I literally just shared about the two days that I spent after the MCO ended. Basically just running for some errands, groceries shopping, playing with my cats, and having a mini barbecue night with my family 🤍

The life during quarantine has made me think that there is actually a lot more to explore when you're alone just by yourself. But sometimes, it can be dangerous too, as negative thoughts will try to manipulate your mind if you don't control yours first. I am grateful that I have not being left alone for all the times during the MCO since my siblings are here too. My life has been better ever since their school started doing online/open distance learning because I can look forward to wake up every morning helping my sisters to set up the laptops for their classes hehe.

Anyways, I hope you can support my new (not literally) hobby as I am truly enjoying doing this, which is vlogging. I don't really remember if I ever mention this before in my previous post that I've always wanted to do vlog, which is a complete different platform from this blog 🙃 but still, I'm hoping a support from you 🤍😊

Until then, to the bright and better future together ♡

Love, Nadhirah ♡

 

Well now that I'm back again, I wanted to say sorry for not posting anything other than that only one post from last year 😶 and I'm glad to say that I am back now, even stronger.

I don't know what kind of post this one's going to be but surely, it will be long 😗

A lot of things happened last year, especially the coronavirus break and how it brings a lot of changes into our daily lives. Though it is still ongoing right now, I believe that every one of us are already getting used to this new norm and frankly I must say that I am proud to see that the new cases in my city is decreasing, and so for another cities. No matter in what city or country you're currently in right now, we are in this together! Since there are finally vaccines for covid-19, I hope you have already registered yourself to get vaccinated 🤍

I must say that I have been in a complete 'vacation' during 2020. Yes, I'd want to call that moment as a vacation. This is all because, I can say that I was in the journey of trying to get to know the outside world better. I made a big decision that I must say as a brave decision I have ever made in my life but I can't share it here, apparently. The first lockdown in my country that has been a year since two days ago was actually the mark of my complete hiatus from this blog. I was truly couldn't think of anything instead of just giving myself a break after I made that decision and live with that decision with an open heart.

Now that I am finally here now, I am happy to know that I didn't hold any grudges onto myself which means that I am completely fine and I even proud of myself. Well, looking back to 2020, it was not really a bad year at all. A lot of joys happened too. I made a lot of friends (especially the ones that aren't from my age), eventually leave those unhealthy relationships, realizing that life is not all about pleasing other people, gained strengths and confidence back, also slowly trying to get out of my comfort zone 🤍

I am truly grateful that I am here, alive, and present. And that we're finally in 2021, a year that feels like a new fresh chapter, a chance for me to lean on myself back, listens to my heart back, knowing what I want and work hard to make it happen, I promise myself to not thinking of giving up anymore. I mean, I probably will, for the next three months or ten minutes later, but I will give some space to myself to sit back to deal with the negative thoughts and come back to reality ♡

The past me has taught me to not being harsh to myself because that will makes it even worst. If you're reading this right now and thinking if I am being too easy to myself or manipulating myself, you're definitely incorrect and I feel sorry for that.

I know that we are in the middle of March 2021, but I think it is not too late for me to say happy new year to you guys ♡ Hoping and praying that 2021 will bring you comfort and happiness all along ♡

Just like the picture of the big, soft clouds moving (not literally) that I took during the quarantine time, I hope we all can moving on too from our past lives and not being hard to ourselves to do something we love. Remember, everything happens for a reason and we probably could not see it now, but have faith and keep on moving forward, and until then, you can take a look back and you'll agree with me that things will fall accordingly into its place at the right time ♡

Until my next post, to the bright and better future together ♡♡♡

Love, Nadhirah

ps: there will be a surprise soon, stay tune. hint: yt 👀

Hello, my friends! And yes, salam Eid al Adha to everyone! And also yes, I am one year older as you can tell... 🎈🤪 I know it's already been three days after my birthday but I still wanted to post this hehe. I'm so sorry for the inconvenience. (I was so busy with house chores since it's Raya days hehe so please...)

I'm so happy that I got to celebrate my birthday with my family this year since last year I only got to celebrate my birthday in college with my housemate (it was fun, but it'd be more fun if the whole fam was there) I also got to eat my favourite mango cheesecake without any guilt (lol) here and I enjoy eating all the desserts that were made for me huhu.

I can't describe how blessed and how glad I am to celebrate my birthday, the same day we celebrate Eid Adha! I mean, hello...the whole family were here and it was also my birthday...who would not be so happy when you got to experience or feel like everyone is celebrating your birthday????? (although they're not hahaha lol) but nevermind, let's just let me living with my imagination lmao.

From the bottom of my heart, I'd love to thank everyone for the birthday gifts and wishes! No word could describe how grateful I am to have a bunch of beautiful people around me! This year has been so wonderful year to me, so far!

I think that's all for now, may all of you have a wonderful holiday alongside your family!

Hello peeps! Look at me, I'm another year older, wiser and happier! 😛


Love, Nadhirah

ps: this post has been in draft for two days ( i wrote this on 12th August) yep, another episode of Nadhirah procrastinating...

It's been a month since I said goodbye to my lovely housemates. Yes, they finished their foundation last month while I'm still stuck here waiting for my second semester to start😜 Some might wondering why but I already mentioned it in my previous post that I actually took a special break from university when I was in my first semester back in June 2018 so I gotta start it all over again for the first semester with the second intakes students 😀

 Actually I wanted to write about this a month ago but since I was still in a gloomy mood after I've done my final examination before this and only having a stable state of mind lately so ya,  here ya goooo🤯

Firstly, I just wanna say that I am very grateful that these are the people that I first make friends with in college. It was kinda awkward at first but well that's normal I guess hahah. I didn't spend lots of time with them though I know I should have, but still, saying goodbye to them was very hurtful. Because the memories that I've created with them are priceless and I crave for more memories because it will never be enough.

I'll miss them for sure and I am missing them right now. I keep reminiscing the times when we all were there in D3-4, house number 6. A month ago, I still remember the smell of Iqin's perfumes. Now, when I wake up in the morning, I keep trying to remember how the smell's like and I'm legit can't remember the smell of her perfume anymore. A month ago, I still get to hear Edi's unique voice and Husna and Nadia arguing with each other about everything. A month ago, if time doesn't flies, I am still able to have a chit chat with Apah every evening after classes. But time does flies. And it flies so fast. I couldn't hear Iqin and Husna's jokes while Nadia, Apah and Edi will rolling on the floor laughing at their not-so-joke jokes anymore. Am not crying, you are!😣

It must be hard for me to survive my second semester without them. For sure, it will be tough and I know I need to fight harder this time around. Though they will not be there to make my day anymore 😳

However, I just wanna say good luck in your future, Apah, Edi, Husna, Nadia and Iqin. I love you guys a lot ❤❤❤❤❤

 I want to write more but seems like my eyes couldn't bear with the laptop's brightness (lol, what a good excuse 🙃)

Until then,

To the better and bright future together 💛

Love, Nadhirah

Hola guys! Tbh, I am so excited to write about this. We (directioners) been waiting for this for soooooo long! But, it's finally here (well am a bit late actually) aight, let's move on from that part.

What I'm trying to say is actually, this song is beyond superb! The first time I was listening to this song (is of course on the day when it comes out) I cried!!! I was drown too deep into the lyrics.

Am so happy to see Niall and Liam supporting and listening to Louie's new song (and still waiting for Harry em)

My favourite lines from this song:

I'll be living one life for the two of us

Even when I'm on my own, I know I won't be alone

Tattooed on my heart are the words of your favourite song

I know you'll be looking down, swear I'm gonna make you proud

I'll be living one life for the two of us

One life for the two of us

When I first listened to this song, I just knew it, it is for his mother :'(

So, what's your fave lines from this song?! Share wimme!!


To the better and bright future together !
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Love, Nadhirah

Nothing much, I just wanna say that I'll be missing these five lovely people and only got not more than a month to cherish my time with them :'( :'( :'(

Love, Nadhirah


ps: i'm sorry for not update anything for a long time, am busy with college :(

Happy New Year !

New year, new month, new day and new chance to be the better version of yourself! I hope you guys have an amazing day today because it's the first Friday of 2019, jumaah mubarak!

So I'm gonna say that I can't believe it is finally 2019. And, I'm gonna be 19 this year... MAD!
I'm very sure you guys have your own new year resolutions so I'm just gonna say that no matter what your new year resolution is, GOOD LUCK. You got another 365 chances to try again so keep it up and don't give up😇

 So far, I'm enjoying my 2019 anyways. I feel blessed and grateful that I actually got another chance to live after all of those memories of 2018. Good or bad, I'll just leave it there... I'm not gonna let negativity from 2018 ruins my 2019 this time.

2018. The year where I lost and found myself. I lost a lot and I gained A LOT. A lot of shitty things happened, but it was also amazing. A lot of sacrifices and countless nights crying also the struggles to stop hating myself, feels unbelievable right now. Some day I'd talk a lot and some day I don't even wanna talk to anyone, even to myself. It feels like a crazy roller coaster ride. But alhamdulillah, I thanked Allah because I was finally slowly trying to get back up as I started take a break from university for 3 months. It was a hard and lonely journey at first, but I finally realize that my parents and my family also my best friends were there since then. And then, I'm continuously learning how to value myself more than I ever have, and I am still doing it now. I finally know how to say no when I am convinced it's a no also I'm learning to say yes to whatever my heart truly wants. I also keep myself away from dramas and negativity even though it'd come by itself but I'm trying my best to stay calm and not panic to push it away or to dump it away forever by spread positivity to others. I believe, if I do it that way, good things will come😁

2018 also helped me prove to those people who had been thinking that I can't do better, well now, what do you think? 😏

I got a lot to write actually but since I am back again to study so I'm a lil bit busy. Despite 2018 being the toughest year yet, I can't thank my family and best friends enough for helping me to keep moving forward and fight the battle of life. I promise myself, I'm not gonna hate myself anymore, I wanna spread love, I don't have time for holding grudges, past is past. Someone wants me to be happy, so I choose to be happy, no matter what. And I know, Allah is there with me, to help me. Overall, I just want to enjoy my last teen year, 2019. I believe that it's ok not to be ok, sometimes. So whenever I wanna cry or feel like crying, I won't hold myself. I deserve better, Allah knows what's the best for me. I gotta believe in Him💗

I wanna colour my 2019 with the chaos of trouble because that what makes my story even more interesting 😜

Thank you, 2018. You taught me a priceless memory.

To the better and bright future together.

Love, Nadhirah.


ps: I chose this photo as my fav picture of 2018 bcs the date was the day where I started my break from U (bcs I miss Airis & Aqilah actually LOL) ... btw, the date is nice duh...

People been asking me, what do I want to accomplish in my life since I'm officially 18 years old now..

I'm making it be '18 things' just because... why not? So, without wasting any time, here's my 18 things I wanna accomplish (not only by this year, but maybe before I become 20,21,22,23,24,25???? LOL)


#2 BE MYSELF. Ya, this is really important. I need to focus on being myself and not let anyone influenced me I mean.. in a bad way.

#3 LEARN HOW TO COOK a yummy and healthy basic meal all by myself. Yes, I admit that I wasn't good at cooking and I've never tried to cook (by myself) before this. Soooo, ya I promise I'll try and I'll learn.

#4 LEARN SOMETHING NEW. idk man. As long as it is new, anything. I'm ready...maybe lol

#5 FALL IN LOVE with myself. Hahaha. Guys, we need to put ourselves first in everything. Love yourself more. I mean, I need to love myself more because that's the priority, i mean MY priority. If you could love someone else more than yourself, that means you're in a trouble mannn. OK BYE.

#6 GRADUATE. and that's that.

#7 RUN A BUSINESS. running a business is what I wanted to do since I was kid, so why not?

#8 HAVE MY OWN BRAND AND MY OWN MAKEUP LINE. THIS. IS. WHAT. I. WANT. SINCE. I. WAS. KID. TOO. yep, I guess I did talk about this before :/
#9 BE BOLD AND DETERMINED. yeah kid. that's the key to success.

#10 GO ON A ZIPLINE, BUNGEE JUMPING, SKYDIVING AND ETC. idk man, I love those things! Contact me if you're looking for a mate to do those things! I could be your best buddy 😉

#11 MAKE A VIDEO TO MY OLDER SELF once a year and make some predictions. three words, THIS. IS. FUN. it'll be awesome seeing how young and naive I was~back in the day~ (will make a video soon lol)

#12 LIVE HEALTHILY continuously. I'll try to be fit, eat clean, and be more healthy!! (it's funny that I'm typing this while I'm eating Nips. L.O.L)

#13 WRITE WRITE WRITE.  Diary, journal, blog, short story and etc. I wish I could write more, because I love to write and it helps me being myself (?) and I think it's good for my future as well.

#14 START MY OWN YOUTUBE CHANNEL. lol, I've been thinking a lot about this lately. I want to try, but I'm not ready (i guess for now?)

#15 LEARN A FOREIGN LANGUAGE. because why not? 😉

#16 TAKE A ROAD TRIP with my best friends 💓

#17 SEE MY FAVORITE BAND, EXCLAMATION MARK X1000000

#18 BE FIERCE. This will gives me strength, also will keeps me being humble and keeps me motivated. I'm sure if I'm fierce, I'll live a strongly fierce life with kindness, love and passion (all i could ever ask for)

And that is all guys!!! 18 things I want to do/accomplish sooner or later!


Oh ya, today is the birthday of one of my favorite drummer, Tristan Evans! Happy birthday brada! (though he will never read this, who cares? hehe)

I think that's all for now.

To the better and bright future together 😊

Love, Neddy 💓

Hola guys, haha I know I'm a BIT late. My life is freaking HECTIC lately 😭 

Hola guys! I'm here today just to share with you guys songs that I am currently listening to lately in my birthday month!

These songs are really special to me since the lyrics make me feel secure, give me some confidence and give me spirits to start my day and also representing meself (?) LOL

These are the list of the songs,

• Lie To Me - 5 Seconds Of Summer
• Moving Along - 5 Seconds Of Summer
• Shivers - The Vamps
• Just My Type - The Vamps
• Congratulations - Post Malone & Quavo
• High On Life - Martin Garrix feat. Bonn 🔥
• Don't Leave Me - David Guetta feat. Anne Marie 🔥
• Darkside - Alan Walker feat. Au/Ra & Tomine Harket 🔥
• Perfect - Anne Marie 
• 2002 - Anne Marie
• Psycho - Post Malone feat. Ty Dolla $ign
• Girls Like You - Maroon 5 feat. Cardi B

18 years ago today, a queen was born. Hehehehehhe!

FINALLY GUYS, I AM EIGHTEEN! It's such a bless actually.

First of all, from the bottom of my heart, I'd like to thank everyone for the birthday wishes! I was overwhelmed by receiving so much attention (at least for me) for my birthday and I can't thank you guys enough!!!

Especially to my housemates. The surprise, the fairy lights, the sticky notes thingy, and EVERYTHING. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU GUYS, for being here with me and put so much efforts to surprise me (though i'm kinda annoying haha lol) you guys know how much I laughed lately, and thank you for that 🙌 I can't really believe that we could be this close, I love you guys 😘

Also, to my family though they aren't here to celebrate, THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE. Umie Abah, thank you for bringing me to this world. The road of my growth may not be excellently smooth. But you have made all your efforts to protect my dignity and build my childhood happier than other buddies', maybe not physically, but mentally decidedly. I knew there were some disagreements and arguments between us, but still I believe your decisions for me are the best among the best and that's the truth! Really looking forward to back home....and maybe, another surprise??? 😶 Aha!

My lovely friends, you guys always got me into tears whenever it's my birthday. Nothing else to say but, no matter how far we are away from each other, we are actually close to each other all the time. I got your back, you got my back! yknow who you are 😎

I can truly say how blessed I am to have such great people in my life! I woke up this morning with too many notifications from all of you for my birthday! Big shout out to those who keep me in your prayers, singing songs for me, posting my pictures and wishing me a happy birthday!! You guys made my day, it means a lot to me 💓😇

Being 18 not only means a celebration for me, but also a step into maturity. It’s time for me to shoulder more responsibility for the family, and make a wise decision whenever imma at my lowest and no matter whether I am well-prepared for it or not.

My wishes? I'll share it all on another post 😊



THANK YOU FOR THE MAGNIFICENT BIRTHDAY SURPRISE! (YKNOW WHO YOU ARE)



11/08/18 💖

To the better and bright future together !

Love, Neddy.

Am I an adult now? 😬

Guys!  OMFG, I knew I'm a bit left behind to talk about this since I was so freaking busy with work 😔 but heyyyyyyy I'm gonna write about this however because it's on my 'to-blog-list' note!! scroll down below to know what's my fave top 5 out of 11 tunes from this album!

1. NEVER BE THE SAME
ffs, when it is my first time listening to this song I was like "DAYYYYUM" it's freaking awesome guys 😭 i love it so muchhhh. if you hadn't listen to it yet, please listen to it now!!!

2. CONSEQUENCES
actually imma not that kinda girl who loves to enjoy sad songs but this song really hits me. this is an emotional song but, i. love. it. damn. much.

3. SOMETHING'S GOTTA GIVE
this is another emotional song from this album. there comes a point in every relationship when you realize it's time to let go. "no reason to stay is a good reason to go" is my fave line from this song. trust me, you might keep repeating this song because it can be relate with our past or current relationship (it's just my 2cent)

4. IN THE DARK
guys, i don't know how to describe this one because it's so perfect. i mean, it's really nice to enjoy while you're driving at midnight with your lover! ok, now you should go listen to it asap.

5. HAVANA
omg, guys who doesn't know this song, right? everyone love this tune, so does me!

So guys, that's my top 5 fave songs from Camila album. What's yours?

Love, Neddy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Guys! I can't even believe that today is actually the first January of 2018!!!! I haven't post anything since the previous post because I'm so busy with work. Yeaa, guys. I'm working... Guess where??? It's a Pizza Hut Restaurant! Hahaha kinda funny to me because I've been planning to find a job at any drugstore in the mall but I ended up working here. But hey! I feel so blessed even though the first week was like meh :/ but I'm fine now!

Guys, fyi this is a rushing post by me and since I don't know what happened to my laptop (I haven't use it for a while) and suddenly all the apps on my laptop are PUFFF!! GONE. So, I can't edit any pictures. I'm so sad and upset with myself about this. Oh ya, and I gotta go to work at 5 p.m. so yaa :/

Year 2017 has been a great year for me. I've been through a lot of things this year. I've met a lot of amazing people, I've lost so many people around me, I've achieved something that made me proud of myself, and so on! For sure, I'll never forget my first experience being an emcee!! So many lessons that I've learnt in 2017. I'll never forget all the memories that I've created with all those amazing people around me! So many ups and so many downs but yap, that's life!

I hope this year (2018) will be my year! Since I'm so busy with my work, I maybe not able to post anything so frequently :/ But it's okay! I have an off day every week and this week is on Sunday! I'll make sure to post something (not a promise)

Oh ya! I got a long list of what I wanna achieve for this year. Since I'm gonna be 18 this year, I might enjoy my life like a real teenager hahah! I'll do anything what I wanna do.

I do really hope that I'll be a kind, pretty and smart girl for everyone. I'll make sure that I'll not burdening anyone this year. I'll try to not doubting myself. I'll try to not expecting perfection. I'll make sure to not letting society tell me how to live. I'll hold myself from being afraid of failure. I'll not relying on others to make me happy. I'll try to not making excuses. I'll never look down on someone. And I'll try to not holding onto grudges!

And... about a 'relationship'. Mm-hm. I'm not sure about this. But I think I'll just choose to love someone in silence. Because I think in silence, I find no rejection. And in silence, no one owns that person but me :)

I don't really care anymore if someone will talk shit about me or left me or even don't wanna talk to me if something went wrong. They deserve to do what they wanna do. It's their decision. I'll just live here and  keep moving and be a better version of me :)

I couldn't think of any idea what to write anymore. I'm so so so sorry guys. I'm afraid if I'll late to my workplace hihihi.

Love, Neddy.




ps : I hope you guys understand that I wrote this in a rush T-T

Heyyo! Let's start your December with somethin' great. Here is my top 4 songs that I'm always listening to whenever and wherever. It feels great to start December with these songs :



I'VE BEEN RUNNING WITH THE WOLVES TO GET TO YOU !!! I love these songs so much !!! Go listen to it or your life might be so boring this month ! Believe me, it's worth it ;)

Recommended.


Bye.

Love, Neddy.

Hello December ! I still can't believe that we're so close to 2018. Time flies so fast and that scares me a lot. I've been planning to post this on 1st December but when I was editing this picture, I didn't realize that it's actually past 12 now... ugh.

But it's fine. So, my December would be busy... maybe? Because I got a lot of things to do. Oh, and I've listed it and it is a verrrry long list I've ever wrote hahah! Right now, I'm searching for a part time job, but the result is negative :/ And still, it is FINE.

My December would be my healing month. I think this is a great month to start a new life. I just realize that I need to love myself more. So, I gotta eat healthy, drink more plain water and workout for sure! I'd do anything to keep myself away from bad vibes. So, for now I guess I don't need to listen to what people said to me. Ugh. Just hoping that I'm that strong.

Guys, seems like I wrote another boring post, eh? Hahah. It's midnight now so I don't have any creative idea what to write. But again, it's fine.

So, I stop here and it's time to bed! I need to wake up early because that's actually what a healthy life is ;)

Love, Neddy.

FINALLY THE QUEEN FOUND HER FREEDOM !

Guys, there's no words that I could use to describe how delighted I am right now! I know I'm late to share this good news because my last papers (Economy subject) was on 28th November but, at least I made it :/

So, the last day of the SPM got me like 'HIPPP HIPPP HOOORAY!' I'm sooooo happy guys. Now, I don't have to think about the homeworks, and those messy tasks anymore, apparently. YAYERS !!

We (me and my friends) took a lot of pictures, actually. But, I'll share it in another post, later! I missed my blog so much. I didn't post anything since June! Damn, that's a long time haha.

Since I'm finally free now, so I got a lot of time to blog! Apparently, tomorrow is 1st December and I've been planning to start a new routine to get a better life, let's start from tomorrow!

Okay, enough for now. I know this is the most boring post everrr. I'll update a new post soon! I'd like to share my current situation since the SPM is over. Besides, I wanted to share my experiences when I was sitting for SPM in a month and maybe I'll share to you guys what is my 2018 goals. Oh, and for sure, I'll post about how do I feel after my high school life is over :)


Love, Neddy.

Throwing back to last Thursday where me and my classmates had our iftar together. Once in a lifetime, I guess?

 It's such a lovely to start this June with these lovely people! I started to love my classmates, guys :')

Friends that turned into family. That's what I love about friendship.

We become more close to each other day by day.

And I hope this friendship will remain forever ❤

Let's fight together for our SPM!

&& let's spend much more time together again after this please!!!

Remember that we are SEHATI SEJIWA ! HIHIHIHIHIHI

Lots of love, Neddy.

Goosebumps all across my body. Last night was magical and historic! Even though I wasn't there last night and only got a chance to watch it through live stream.

Reading all the tweets and videos from last night makes my heart feel warmth and tears streaming down. Huwaaaaa!

It's such a lovely to see all the celebrities who united and making the tribute and contribution for the tragedy. I would never forget this until my last breath! As a music lover, this tragedy has affected me too. This concert is a perfect example of how the power of love and unity that music creates can never be quelled by any twisted ideology or soul!

It was so wonderful to see all the tweets from the music fans from all around the world. This is what I love about music. Music unites people. It doesn't matter what races you are, what religion you are and where'd you come from. When a bunch of people can get together and they all can relate to one thing which is their love for music, it is a beautiful thing happens in the world.

I put so much respects on Ariana. She is such a strong woman. Truly my idol. I salute her.

United we stand, divided we fall.

My heart goes out to everyone involved.

And my thoughts are with the people of London after yet another horrific attack.

May God protect us.

Love, Neddy.

Salam and happy fasting to all my muslim friends out there! (better late than never hihi)

Woah, it has been a month since I updated last post. I'm sorry guys. I was very busy with school and mid year exam! And now it's June already. I don't know whether I should enjoy my midsem holidays or focus on finishing my assignment. Ugh. 5 months to go before school end! Yuhuuuu! Oh, and 154 days to go before SPM!!! Goosebumps.

I may be not always post anything on my blog like usual. Please understand guys, huwaaaa! It's time for me to focus on my study since the SPM trial is just around the corner after Eid. Wish the best luck for me..

Well, may this holy month of Ramadhan chase away the depression and misery that is getting the best out of us. 

Ramadhan is the season where the fiery horns of the devils freeze. Let us take this opportunity to spread love and eradicate hatred. 

Have a peaceful and blessed Ramadhan.

Happy Ramadhan!

Love, Neddy.

• Rockabye - Clean Bandit feat. Sean Da Paul & Anne Marie
•  It Ain't Me - Kygo & Selena Gomez 
• Something Just Like This - The Chainsmokers & Coldplay

The most awaited time has arrived!! I'm proud of you, Harry. Your voice never fails lighting up my day! Now, you're back again. Even with your debut solo song, I'm glad that you're back!

It is pretty insane because this tune hits number 1 in 19 countries in only a day! Maaaad. This tune is crazy. Now, it could be my favorite all the times! You guys should listen to it too! But, I'm freaking sure that you guys had already listening to it hihihi.

Once again, I'm really proud of you, Harry. And also with Niall and Louis. Now, it's your turn to slay, Liam... ;)

Hey guys! Long time no see. It's already April, guys!!! Gosh. Only a few months left before SPM! Fuh. Ey, I am really sorry cuz haven't post anything lately. I'm really busy with school and homework! But still, as promised, I wanna share with you guys about my trip to Kota Bharu, to Terengganu and back again to Kuantan. It was full of fun because the whole family was there. So many laughter and yummy foods!

Actually, I don't really took a lot of photos because my family and I were always in crowded places with thousands people. Well, that's not weird at all. I'm too shy to take out my camera and capturing photos in front of many people :/ But, my sister took a lot photos of me when we were there.

During my trip there, I've seen a lot of changes have occurred. It has been 2 years since the last time I was there. Time would kills me. It past too fast. I feel like I've been in coma for 2 years because I didn't notice the change.

However, I was really enjoyed the valuable time with the whole family's there. Oh, we promised each other to go there again soon, in July. May Allah ease everything.

Love, Neddy.

I don't know how this song could stole my heart. I'm very sensitive to the songs that I'd listening to before I go to bed because it may affect my morning on the next day. But this song is 'something'

It's like I'm listening to my childhood memories. It makes me wanna turn back time to the day where I was 5. To be honest, I do really miss my childhood. My glory days.

It also reminds me of my favorite childhood movie : Peter Pan as its mentioned the Neverland. Haha.

Like seriously, I wanna turn back time. Where I could watch my favorites Disney Movie 24/7. I miss those moments. Being a kid.

But I need to focus on the present. Because who knows, I will miss this moment in the future? So I need to enjoy every little things that's going on around me. And you should too!

Love, Neddy.

Who doesn't feel bored when completing our homework at home? Tell me! Copying eighteen essays, copying notes of history subjects, do a corrections of Accounting Principles test and so on! Mad! My left hand would sprained! Come on, teachers. I knew that I'll be sit for the SPM test. But this is cruel. So much. A lot of homework just because we got the holidays. But it's just for a week. Let me rest. Let us rest! Ugh.

Even though I got a lot of homework, but still I didn't ignore my desire to listen to my favorites music. So I just listen to them while completing my freaking homework. It helps me a lot. Because I didn't realize the time has passed when I do my homework. And then I'm done.

These four tunes might be my faves forever. It sounds superb and energize. At least for me. Hehehe.


I can't wait for this Friday. My family and I are going to Kota Bharu, Kelantan. It's been a long time. I miss my cousin there.

But still, I need to complete my homework first and then I can have some fun there!

Bye!

Love, Neddy.